My journey with the labels of ADHD & addiction to self actualisation and the roll cannabis played along the way

Finding the grounds for consciousness and creativity, gaining awareness of self sabotage and escapism, creating grounds for community, creativity, consciousness and clarity! 

My name is Joe Horne AKA The YETI and I’m 31 years old. Over the last 3 or 4 years with 2 years to go I have been studying psycho spiritual phycology, Phycosynthsis to become a counsellor therapist and life coach. Its brought abundance of richness to my life, id go as far as to say is the most invaluable lesson's and construct that I have been exposed to. I could not feel luckier to have found this so early on in life. It creates space for reflection on my actions and empowers me to see myself within my environment and become aware of impulsive history determine directions and differentiate between free will and impulsive escapism and identified parts of self that keep me in a maintaining cycles that governs my life based on fears insecurities and identities that I carry many yet to be addressed. They they cloud me through life lacking a point of evolution based on the power cannabis brings to my life around escapeisim and the attachment to on going internal battle of lacking self worth hijacking my space for self reflection, self actualisation and self validation masking true porpoise meaning and value in my life and with clarity comes self love, self compassion, empathy and self awareness.